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I hate being sick.

Being sick gives me too much time to just lay here, thinking...

I've done and seen so much in my 22 years of life, most of it happening in the last four or so. You've all pretty much lived it with me or heard me talk about it for hours on end. Now I just feel like I'm stuck in some old routine and I'll never get back to the "I'm gonna do as much as I can while I'm young" thing I had going.

I want to see the rest of America. I want to get over my fear of bridges with a dude who won't let go. I want to visit Australia. I want to live in NZ with my best friend. I want swim in the Pacific Ocean. I want to ride in a hot air balloon, maybe a blimp?! I want to dance in the rain with someone I love in a random ass place. I want to sleep in a haunted hotel. I want to visit really random tourist attractions that are useless to life. I want to see the Eiffel Tower and maybe be kissed under it. I want to go camping, like actual camping...in the woods with a tent and sleeping bags and a fire for a few days! I want to visit amusement parks all over the world and ride as many roller coasters as humanly possible! I want to go horseback ridding on a beach in Hawaii. I want to visit a different part of Canada in hopes it makes me hate it less. I want to learn to scuba dive so I can swim with whales. I want to go to Alaska and fucking stay in an igloo. I want to see sea turtles hatch and swarm into the ocean. I want to hug a mother fucking kola. I want to go apple picking, or strawberry picking, or maybe blueberry picking...or fucking it all of the above in a random state that isn't where I'm living. I want to bungee jump, only not off of a bridge. I want to see the Winter Olympics at least once. I want to climb a waterfall in a forest. Spend NYE in NYC. I want to see the Northern Lights. I want to visit Poland and see why my Grandfather loved it so much. I want to visit Japan and live off of things out of vending machines! I want to go to a farm and milk a cow. I want to own a duck. I want to go to a drive in movie for a first or second date. I want to visit a small village and volunteer there for a while. I want to ride a gondola in Venice. I want to get all the ideas I have in my head tattooed on my body. I want to fall hopelessly in love. I want to learn to fly a plane and do it at least once. I want to go on a safari in Africa. I want to learn how to drive a motorcycle and not be scare out of my mind about it.I want to go to Bulgaria! I want to be care free and happy. After all that I want to have the children I've always wanted and be able to watch them grow up and watch them do all sorts of amazing things with their lives.

Then I want to grow old and be able to write a book of all the amazing things I got to do when I was young.

Fuck this, I'm going to make money, I'm going to spend it on the things I want to do, then I'll worry about growing up. I will write that book one day. That's a fucking promise.

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readyfuels
Jul. 17th, 2011 10:53 am (UTC)
Fuck this, I'm going to make money, I'm going to spend it on the things I want to do, then I'll worry about growing up.
Preach.
noisyhearts
Jul. 17th, 2011 09:45 pm (UTC)
I LOVE THIS POST. I also love how you're listening to Frank Turner.
princesssheep
Jul. 18th, 2011 01:34 am (UTC)
Love this list, Lacey, and if you need a partner in crime for anything...well not the haunted hotel or motorcycle things, haha...I'm down for an adventure anytime!
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